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Crooked Butterfly Podcast

This is me, sharing where I'm arriving in thoughts, perspectives, and ideas after a dynamic 21 years serving in the Marine Corps and wrestling with "Who Am I"; authentically, and Who Do I Want To Be" now that the military construct is not forcibly shadowing my life. I've found that Nature and tackling the physical & emotional challenges of ultra endurance adventuring provide more insight and clarity on the why's of my experiences and the where's that I can seek for continued personal growth.

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Average duration
32 minutes
Episodes
153
Years Active
2018 - 2024
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Where's the Leadership?

Where's the Leadership?

Finding myself frustrated with the Government and the loss of civility & collegiality in Politics. It amazes me that there is such an absence in fundamental Leadership and Humanity among the elected …

00:35:11  |   Wed 31 Jul 2019
Why try so hard to be an Extra?

Why try so hard to be an Extra?

I hope everyone gets through the false close and into the last 90sec thought.

Talking my way through my desire to be an extra on someone else's set vs spending more energy on my own main character. De…

00:24:00  |   Wed 24 Jul 2019
Self Doubt Struggles and Small WIns

Self Doubt Struggles and Small WIns

A conversation about struggling in the moment and the awareness in it for the small win. Putting a small action together on the heels of the awareness creates a lifting sensation and opens up the opp…

00:18:00  |   Wed 17 Jul 2019
Family Thoughts

Family Thoughts

We recently returned from a cousin's wedding and a flood of memories from childhood regarding family has occupied my mind since. Mostly the greatest and fondest of sorts, but also some hard or uncomf…

00:28:54  |   Wed 10 Jul 2019
Annual Madness Challenge

Annual Madness Challenge

Just wandering around what the Annual Madness is and why I host it.

I had a truly unique and remarkable experience with a cadre of peers while an instructor at the Infantry Officer Course. I was surro…

00:44:23  |   Wed 03 Jul 2019
Start w/ Right & Wrong and Work Your Way to Center

Start w/ Right & Wrong and Work Your Way to Center

So much to unpack in the episode this week.

Starting out by calling myself out and then walking through Black & White to reduce Grey Area and circumstantial / exception thinking and mentality. I like …

00:29:19  |   Wed 26 Jun 2019
Holding onto Barriers is Exhausting

Holding onto Barriers is Exhausting

Returning from the Keala Leadership Camp, I spent a lot of time thinking about the common theme that young adults need instead of the specific needs of a specific audience/community might have.

Holdin…

00:31:20  |   Thu 20 Jun 2019
Response to a comment on Giving It First

Response to a comment on Giving It First

I recently recorded a short podcast for Spartan Race for my Monday show: Spartan Stand. It was about giving first whatever it is you most want out of life. It will always return and then, tenfold. Bu…

00:19:53  |   Wed 12 Jun 2019
Longing, Lost Appreciation, & Re-Centering

Longing, Lost Appreciation, & Re-Centering

I find myself longing tremendously for a few things when I am apart from them; not talking about tangible material items. Then, not so conversely, my appreciation and awareness of the value when I'm …

00:31:58  |   Wed 05 Jun 2019
Weak People Suck

Weak People Suck

It's easy to automatically assume I mean physically weak and I'm a meathead jerk. Maybe I was a dozen or so years ago when I started using this phrase. But, it means so much more to me today.

What I'v…

00:22:41  |   Wed 29 May 2019
The Road Less Traveled

The Road Less Traveled

Be careful, or you'll misread it again...

This week is a short tie in between Ignorance, The Road Less Travelled, The High Road, and Thinking Outside the Box.

Not to insult anyone (Over Inflation...) I…

00:19:19  |   Wed 22 May 2019
It's Easier to Keep Up, than Catch Up

It's Easier to Keep Up, than Catch Up

On a physical sense this is pretty obvious. The expenditure to catch back up to something after you've fallen behind is greater than it would have been to just put the little extra effort in to keepi…

00:22:30  |   Wed 15 May 2019
Being Consistent & Lessons from a Bad Day

Being Consistent & Lessons from a Bad Day

We start out with a discussion on a recent IG post I hung about Consistency. How only a small slice of the concept, the paradigm slice maybe, is precise routine. If this is the only appreciation we h…

00:32:32  |   Wed 08 May 2019
Stereotypes, Profiling, and An Eye for Inconsistency

Stereotypes, Profiling, and An Eye for Inconsistency

I find myself, at times, going down a path of reacting on assumptions or passing judgment that I'm not particularly proud of. Not that it isn't natural or normal, to a degree, but that I don't want i…

00:34:49  |   Wed 01 May 2019
Why the High Road?

Why the High Road?

It's been constantly coming up for me lately to question why. Why am I working so hard to be self aware, to have a consciousness, to strive to be good, better.

It seems like everywhere you look there …

00:16:13  |   Wed 24 Apr 2019
Playing Dumb as a Strategy

Playing Dumb as a Strategy

It started out as a strategy for a few different purposes somewhere in my career. It was a way to identify people who didn't respect you, were full of shit, or would take advantage of you. It was a c…

00:29:30  |   Wed 17 Apr 2019
Don't let your Mood have Majority Vote

Don't let your Mood have Majority Vote

This is just another way of saying don't be an emotional based decision maker, don't be impulsive, or think about what you are doing / not doing. For me, phrasing it this way simply invites engaging …

00:26:37  |   Wed 10 Apr 2019
Strong Opinions & Loud Voices

Strong Opinions & Loud Voices

After getting fired up by a comment and response thread on the IG this week, I spent a few days engaged with frustration, grumpiness, and thoughts regarding the relationship / indicators of inexperie…

00:27:16  |   Wed 03 Apr 2019
Reflections from GodZone

Reflections from GodZone

I recently returned from participating in the GodZone Adventure Race in South New Zealand and wanted to share a couple of pull outs from the experience. These ultra endurance tests inevitably provide…

00:36:17  |   Wed 27 Mar 2019
A ramble on Learning & Growth?

A ramble on Learning & Growth?

As this episode publishes I am finishing up (if all went well) and traveling home from GodZone in New Zealand.

This episode starts out discussing After Action Reports and meanders through Iterative Le…

00:25:14  |   Wed 20 Mar 2019
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