This Is It, I’m Just Me
Host of Transposition The Podcast & Self Love With Lana
Comes: This Is It - I’m Just Me
It’s a documentary about my life. A live memoir of the past, present and future. Most books are written up and till a certain time or when someone dies. But this will grow with me as I go through this life. Sharing the ups and downs and everything in between with raw emotions and unfiltered raw stories.
A podcast like no other with a different human experience to learn from and sharing stories of growth, hope and resilience.
My views, My thoughts & My Life
- Update frequency
- every 4 days
- Average duration
- 14 minutes
- Episodes
- 102
- Years Active
- 2024 - 2025
Do You Believe?
I was very young when I first saw her on tv. In reruns of The Sonny & Cher Comedy Hour. And from there my love of Cher grew. I’ve seen every movie she’s ever been in. Buying her albums and then in 20…
00:05:11 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Mr Biker Clark Kent
He was tall, with broad shoulders, a square chiseled jaw. With dark short hair, built body and tattoos, he fixed computers and enjoyed motorcycles. My computer was broken and needed fixing and boy di…
00:09:10 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Operation Lifesaver: Today Is Better Campaign
Mid summer of 2019, I was asked if I knew anyone who was part of the LGBTQ+ community who might have tried to hurt themselves. I told them that I had personal experience with this. And asked if I cou…
00:06:46 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Ottawa’s First Queer Sphere Expo
Summer of 2019 in June 8th and 9th Queer Sphere Expo was born it’s the first, best, and only LGBTQ+ consumer show, designed for community members, allies, friends, family and fans! I was lucky enough…
00:06:30 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Cosmetics In A Nightclub
In 2001 I had met someone who wanted to sell cosmetics in the night club scene. The packaging was so interesting and It wasn’t your regular makeup. An easy 3-in-1 do it all, Lips, Cheeks and Eyes. Th…
00:05:51 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
My Binge Drinking
I had my first drink when I was 14-15 years of age. Than I drank every night when I was 16 when I had run away from home. As I got older it got worse and worse and till I couldn’t take it anymore. Th…
00:13:44 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Sometimes
In 2016 of the 30th of March. I was feeling extremely low and alone and wrote this poem. I’m sharing the whole thing here as you only hear parts of it from my first documentary. I also share my thoug…
00:10:44 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Mr. Martini
In my early transition, while I was still living in Pickering Ontario. I used to use MSN chat rooms. One which was very very popular called Gay, Bi Toronto was a trans girls dream to meet trans attra…
00:06:31 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Light A Fire Under My Ass
A taste for real work, it wasn’t sex work. It was finally a real job with a pay-check. For once I wasn’t having to have some man’s hands touch me. From selling clothing and working in a warehouse to …
00:08:06 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
The Deepest Corner Of My Thoughts
The magical part about being a creative person is being able to share your flowing thoughts. At the time this is what was flowing through mine. Again this was in the same year of 2018 in May. Ive bee…
00:10:35 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
My Beloved Dog Diva 🐾
Disclaimer: Tissues might be needed. It was now January 22nd of 2018. My beautiful dog Diva was now ten years old, I had adopted her from a couple when she was just 8months old. I was her fourth owne…
00:20:15 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
A Traumatic Fire
Warning: Some details are graphic listen with discretion. It was early December of 2017, after a night of burlesque, I got home and had gone to bed, but was woken up by the fire alarm going off. This…
00:10:50 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
I Was A Burlesque Artist
I Was A Burlesque Artist
So back in October of 2016, I went to a Halloween party and while I was there they had a burlesque performance. The woman who did it I was able to chat to and we talked and…
00:21:40 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
My First Documentary
There was a post on Facebook a friend told me about in early September of 2016. Some collage Students at Carlton University who were in journalism looking to film a documentary about someone who was …
00:05:58 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
My Halloween Scare of 2015
It was my first year living by myself with my dog Diva. I stayed home that Halloween night and went to bed pretty early. But was woken up not by a scary dream but a scary situation.
Have you ever h…
00:11:53 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Guys & Baseballz
In this episode I speak about bottom surgery, my crappy experience with the surgeon who was kinda of an airhead. The affect’s of testosterone blocker and my second long term relationship and his moth…
00:45:12 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Work & Wigs
Anxiety wasn’t my friend in 2011, after getting my implants that summer. That following fall of decided that I wanted a job at a big discounted retail store. Winners was going to be my taste of worki…
00:12:14 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
A Woman’s Hair Is Her Crown And Glory
Trichotillomania
Listen to my story about this. Not so often talked about disorder.
Trichotillomania is part of a group of conditions known as body-focused repetitive behaviors. More information is…
00:05:54 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Sport Bars & Boobs
There’s nothing like sports bars and collage guys, as well getting my first surgery to feel more like me, getting my breast implants. My plastic surgeon was Dr Silverman right here in Ottawa. I’ll ne…
00:07:20 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
Drug Addiction
Disclaimer: this episode talks about drug addiction. This story I speak about living with a sibling who becomes addicted to pain medication and then makes your life a living hell. The turn of events …
00:11:21 |
Thu 04 Apr 2024
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