Seek and Destroy

Silent meditation retreats can play an integral role on the spiritual path. Brett & Carson discuss their experiences at Adyashanti & AYP events, zen sesshins, and Carson's upcoming 10-day vipassana r…

It's a trap! Carson shares the story of the "bait" used on him by a family member looking to get a reaction. Will he take it? Meanwhile, Brett's engagement reaches critical mass as he realizes just h…

On this very special episode, Carson and Brett welcome their friend (and first guest!) Jeff to join in the discussion on everyone's favorite subject, MONEY. Jeff, a former investment banker with Gold…

It's time to once again break out the gloves as Brett and Carson step back inside the ring for another debate filled episode of Seek and Destroy! Topics include an update on the perception of time, t…

Is that the sound of wedding bells, or the swearing in of a new mayor?  Brett's recent engagement leads to our hosts to a look at the "five stages of a relationship".  Meanwhile in Canada, Carson dec…

The discussion on time continues this week as Carson gives an update on his new perspective, as well as scheduling out the next three months of his life to the minute. Other subjects include lucid dr…

Does time exist? Carson's "House of Cards" analogy leads to one of the podcast's most intense inquiries to date, as he is tossed head first into a direct experience of awareness without form. This le…

Why do we suffer? Our hosts try to find out this week as Carson's life begins to resemble The Book of Job, leading to a look at the story itself. Brett also recounts his experience in the isolation t…

“Who in the world am I? Ah, that's the great puzzle.” Venture down the rabbit hole with Carson and Brett this week as they dig into a grab bag of subjects leaving no stone unturned. Brett takes a loo…

We're turning this podcast up to 11! Carson catches someone stealing at his shop, and Brett is faced with inquiry taking him to places he doesn't necessarily want to go. The duo then look at Yogani's…

In this week's episode, Carson shares the story of his grandfather's passing, leading to an evaluation of his relationship with his father.  Brett recounts losing a feline friend, and describes the e…

Carson & Brett discover a parallel in their paths shifting focus from the internal to the external, and a look at stress leads to a theoretical heirarchy of emotions. Has the duo pinpointed the end o…

"Shut Up and Listen" finds Brett confronted with the fact that he is a bad listener.  Carson's time away from his family sheds new light on his priorities in life, leading to the duo looking at the r…

Episode ten finds the guys discovering some changes to their reactions when faced with extreme external circumstances.  Carson shares another wild acupuncture experience, and Brett shares a story of …

It's a fight to the (ego) death as Carson and Brett square off in this steel cage match film review of the documentary "Kumare"!  Witness the carnage as heads are smashed into zabutons, bodies slamme…