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I'll Find Myself When I'm Dead

A Podcast About the Literary Essay

Society & Culture Documentary Literature Arts
Update frequency
every 9 days
Average duration
90 minutes
Episodes
51
Years Active
2020 - 2022
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S4E12 - Get In the Cage

S4E12 - Get In the Cage

For our Season 4 finale, we watched the new Nicholas Cage movie The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent (Elena’s idea) and talked about it for more than two hours. Also: acting methods, Michael Syrah…
02:12:04  |   Thu 12 May 2022
S4E11 - Revision

S4E11 - Revision

This week, we’re talking about revision. We discuss a chapter of Stephen Koch’s The Modern Library Writer’s Workshop that’s one of the better nuts-and-bolts revision guides, common drafting issues, t…

01:47:03  |   Wed 20 Apr 2022
S4E10 - March Faxness: the Final Four

S4E10 - March Faxness: the Final Four

This week we’re checking in with March Faxness again, now that the field has narrowed to four songs/essays (including David’s!). We discuss the recent games, preview the semifinals, and make our pick…

01:10:33  |   Tue 29 Mar 2022
S4E9 - March Faxness Round 1 Recap

S4E9 - March Faxness Round 1 Recap

This week we’re talking about possibly the best essay-related week of the year: March Faxness round 1, in which 64 essays about cover songs faced off in a tournament. We try to touch on our favorites…

01:18:18  |   Thu 10 Mar 2022
S4E8 - March Faxness Preview

S4E8 - March Faxness Preview

This week we’re talking about the real reason this podcast exists: the annual March Xness essay/song tournament, which is about cover songs this year.

Some things we mention:

March Faxness (and the p…

01:20:15  |   Wed 23 Feb 2022
S4E7 - There's No I in Essay

S4E7 - There's No I in Essay

This week we’re talking about essays that aren’t in the first person. Elena picked one example, Eliot Weinberger’s “The Rhinoceros,” and Justin picked another, an excerpt from Claudia Rankine’s Citiz…

01:59:23  |   Wed 09 Feb 2022
S4E6 - The Pushcart Prize 2022

S4E6 - The Pushcart Prize 2022

This week we’re talking about this year’s edition of the Pushcart Prize anthology. We compare it to Best American, discuss the important differences, and focus on a few selections from the anthology.…

01:31:28  |   Fri 28 Jan 2022
S4E5 - Best American Essays 2021

S4E5 - Best American Essays 2021

This week we’re talking about this year’s edition of Best American Essays. We compare it to previous years (spoiler: this one is a bummer), discuss the new subgenre of pandemic essays, and focus on a…

01:54:33  |   Wed 29 Dec 2021
S4E4 - The Address Book

S4E4 - The Address Book

This week we discuss our first listener pick, Sophie Calle’s “The Address Book,” which was suggested by Will Howard. Also: lots of “Succession” talk (including a couple of potential spoilers), John M…

01:45:09  |   Wed 15 Dec 2021
S4E3 - Essays About Feelings

S4E3 - Essays About Feelings

This week we discuss our feelings, how to write about feelings, our feelings some more, and two essays about feelings: Jerald Walker’s “Breathe,” and Chris Offutt’s “Trash Food.” (Sorry about the aud…

01:53:08  |   Wed 01 Dec 2021
S4E2 - Jeoparello!

S4E2 - Jeoparello!

This week we discuss the biggest news in the entire world since our last episode—Elena's appearance last week on Jeopardy!

Elena’s episode (until it gets taken down):  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v…

01:46:56  |   Wed 17 Nov 2021
S4E1 - Vanthony Bourdilmer

S4E1 - Vanthony Bourdilmer

In our Season 4 premiere, we discuss what we've been up to since last season, a reader email, Big People Fashion, AI voice prints, and the recent Anthony Bourdain & Val Kilmer documentaries. Also: El…

02:03:32  |   Wed 03 Nov 2021
S3E10 - Nonfiction Theater

S3E10 - Nonfiction Theater

In our season 3 finale, we discuss documentary/nonfiction theater. Elena explains the subgenre, and David joins us to discuss “The Laramie Project,” a nonfiction play. Also: a stapler anthology updat…

02:07:06  |   Tue 06 Jul 2021
S3E9 - Having and Being Hot

S3E9 - Having and Being Hot

This week, we’re re-recording the lost episode from two weeks ago, about Eula Biss’ 2020 book Having and Being Had. We discuss its main topics—capitalism and class—as well as whether it’s a book-leng…

01:58:21  |   Mon 28 Jun 2021
S3E8 - Essays About Sex (w/Dave Madden)

S3E8 - Essays About Sex (w/Dave Madden)

This week, our special guest, longtime friend, and fellow nonfiction professor Dave Madden joins us to discuss two essays about fucking: Samuel Delaney’s “Ash Wednesday,” and Kristen Dombek’s “Letter…

01:52:47  |   Mon 21 Jun 2021
S3E7 - IFMWID Rewind: I'm Your Huckleberry

S3E7 - IFMWID Rewind: I'm Your Huckleberry

Our episode for this week failed to record (thanks, Zoom!), so we're going back to the archives. More than a year ago, back when the pandemic was still young, we recorded an episode about Val Kilmer'…

01:33:41  |   Mon 14 Jun 2021
S3E6 - One Long Episode About Thirty Two Short Films About Glenn Gould

S3E6 - One Long Episode About Thirty Two Short Films About Glenn Gould

This week, we discuss the 1993 Canadian/French Canadian film “Thirty Two Short Films About Glenn Gould,” which we think is essayistic in many ways. Also: breath mints found in orifices, the thesis ci…

01:49:43  |   Mon 07 Jun 2021
S3E5 - Interviews with Essayists

S3E5 - Interviews with Essayists

In this week's episode, we discuss two "The Art of ..." interviews from the Paris Review: one on the essay with Hilton Als, and another with Geoff Dyer about nonfiction in general. Also: our mutual l…

02:01:49  |   Tue 01 Jun 2021
S3E4 - Old Person Essays

S3E4 - Old Person Essays

In this week's episode, we're talking about our generations. After Justin's mini-generation was dubbed Geriatric Millennials, we decided to read two examples from Donald Hall's book Essays After Eigh…

01:51:42  |   Mon 24 May 2021
S3E3 - Texas Review All-Essay Issue

S3E3 - Texas Review All-Essay Issue

This week, we discuss the Texas Review's All-Essay Issue from late 2020, including two specific essays by Wendy C. Ortiz and Vincent James. Also: a virgin fake-gin cocktail, Godzilla vs. Kong, terrib…

01:24:07  |   Mon 17 May 2021
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