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Haystacks & Hell

Stories about growing up Seventh-day Adventist, leaving faith behind, and building new, fulfilling lives.

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Update frequency
every 8 days
Average duration
67 minutes
Episodes
41
Years Active
2023 - 2025
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S1:E18 - Cherie: ex-SDA Body Image Coach on Purity Culture, Food, & More

S1:E18 - Cherie: ex-SDA Body Image Coach on Purity Culture, Food, & More

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Santiago interviews Cherie Marie, a body image coach, BodyBarre instructor, and former 4th generation Adventist who grew up in California, Ohio, and Berrien Spr…

01:41:40  |   Sat 20 May 2023
S1:E17 - Matthew Vollmer: Writer, Professor, & Ted Wilson's Nephew - Pt. 2

S1:E17 - Matthew Vollmer: Writer, Professor, & Ted Wilson's Nephew - Pt. 2

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Part 2 of Santiago's interview with Matthew Vollmer, an ex-Adventist writer and English professor at Virginia Tech who just so happens to be the nephew of Ted Wi…

01:27:32  |   Sun 14 May 2023
S1:E16 - Matthew Vollmer: Writer, Professor, & Ted Wilson's Nephew - Pt. 1

S1:E16 - Matthew Vollmer: Writer, Professor, & Ted Wilson's Nephew - Pt. 1

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Santiago interviews Matthew Vollmer, an ex-Adventist writer and English professor at Virginia Tech who just so happens to be the nephew of Ted Wilson, the curre…

01:33:03  |   Sat 06 May 2023
S1:E15 - Haystacks & Hope: Mutual Aid and Other Announcements

S1:E15 - Haystacks & Hope: Mutual Aid and Other Announcements

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Santiago announces updates to the resources linked on the Haystacks & Hell website, a new mutual aid project, and a call-t…

00:21:30  |   Sat 29 Apr 2023
S1:E14 - Meet Kyle: Future Pastor turned Agnostic Atheist

S1:E14 - Meet Kyle: Future Pastor turned Agnostic Atheist

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Santiago interviews Adam Kyle Jones, an ex-Adventist who studied to become a Seventh-day Adventist pastor at the SDA school Oakwood University. Kyle went from bei…

02:08:05  |   Sat 22 Apr 2023

"Human Sexuality Task Force" S1 Bonus 2

Bonus episode discussing an upcoming "Human Sexuality Taskforce" announced by Ted Wilson, President of the General Conference of Seventh-day Adventists. Why talk about this? Because I care about the …

00:18:19  |   Fri 14 Apr 2023
S1:E13 - Meet Jeff, Humanitarian ex-Adventist

S1:E13 - Meet Jeff, Humanitarian ex-Adventist

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Santiago interviews Jeff, an ex-Adventist who used to work for ADRA and still does humanitarian work today. They discuss a bit of everything abou…

02:09:25  |   Sat 08 Apr 2023
S1:E12 - Did You Read Forbidden Books?

S1:E12 - Did You Read Forbidden Books?

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Ami, Abby, and Misty talk about worldly literature, fiction, and the church. They discuss their experiences with forbidden books and the Adventis…

00:53:58  |   Sat 01 Apr 2023
S1:E11 - Meet ex-SDA Writer Melissa Duge Spiers - Pt. 2

S1:E11 - Meet ex-SDA Writer Melissa Duge Spiers - Pt. 2

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Part 2 of Santiago's conversation with Melissa Duge Spiers, an award-winning memoirist, screenwriter, and essayist based in Silicon Valley, Calif…

00:59:36  |   Sat 25 Mar 2023
S1:E10 - Meet ex-SDA Writer Melissa Duge Spiers - Pt. 1

S1:E10 - Meet ex-SDA Writer Melissa Duge Spiers - Pt. 1

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Santiago interviews Melissa Duge Spiers, AKA Deconstruction Auntie. Melissa is an award-winning memoirist, screenwriter, and essayist based in Si…

01:01:06  |   Sat 18 Mar 2023
S1:E9 - Interview: Meet the ex-SDA Survey Team (Eighth-day Freedom)

S1:E9 - Interview: Meet the ex-SDA Survey Team (Eighth-day Freedom)

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Santiago interviews the research team behind the ex-Adventist survey and research project called Eighth-day Freedom: Dr. Tom Arcaro, Dr. Duane McC…

01:33:06  |   Sat 11 Mar 2023
S1:E8 - Dealing with our SDA Families - Pt. 2

S1:E8 - Dealing with our SDA Families - Pt. 2

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Santiago shares a bit more about his experiences after leaving the church and shares a template of the letter he wrote to his parents. Abby, Ami, …

00:32:50  |   Sat 04 Mar 2023
S1:E7 - Dealing with our SDA Families - Pt. 1

S1:E7 - Dealing with our SDA Families - Pt. 1

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Santiago reads the letter he wrote to his parents about leaving the church and faith behind. Ami, Abby, and Alex talk about dealing with family wh…

01:03:23  |   Sat 25 Feb 2023
S1:E6 - Growing up Gen Z and Adventist: Interview with Miguel

S1:E6 - Growing up Gen Z and Adventist: Interview with Miguel

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Santiago interviews his Gen Z brother Miguel about growing up Gen Z and Seventh-day Adventist. We laugh about sex ed, bananas, and fleeing their h…

01:39:09  |   Sat 11 Feb 2023
S1:E5 - Did You Ever Get “The Talk?”

S1:E5 - Did You Ever Get “The Talk?”

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Oh look, another sex episode! Santiago shares his experiences and some resources. Ami, Abby, and Alex discuss sex ed in the Adventist church and t…

01:19:52  |   Sun 05 Feb 2023
S1:E4 - When Did You Learn About Sex?

S1:E4 - When Did You Learn About Sex?

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We discuss John Harvey Kellogg, early Seventh-day Adventist attitudes towards sex, more modern attitudes, and our own experiences with sex educati…

01:08:47  |   Sun 29 Jan 2023
Stories From Listeners Like You - S1 Bonus 1

Stories From Listeners Like You - S1 Bonus 1

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Santiago reads stories shared by listeners of the podcast: A woman who left the conservative fringes of Adventism, a trans woman from Puerto Rico,…

00:15:36  |   Thu 26 Jan 2023
S1:E3 - Do You Have a Favorite Veggie Meat?

S1:E3 - Do You Have a Favorite Veggie Meat?

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We discuss Adventist culture, diet, and the Sabbath, looking at the good and bad aspects of these things. Abby and Ami are joined by Alex, and the…

00:49:40  |   Sat 21 Jan 2023
S1:E2 - Do You Believe in an Afterlife?

S1:E2 - Do You Believe in an Afterlife?

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Santiago, Ami, and Abby talk about death, heaven, hell, and Adventist eschatology. Abby and Ami ask their friends the vital question: Were you tau…

01:11:07  |   Sat 14 Jan 2023
S1:E1 - Do You Believe in God?

S1:E1 - Do You Believe in God?

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Santiago introduces himself and the podcast. Abby and Ami discuss their plans for the podcast, their backgrounds, why they left the church, and as…

01:20:14  |   Sat 07 Jan 2023
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