Discipling By Jesus

**A Raw Conversation About True Discipleship**

What happens when two friends dive deep into the uncomfortable truth that our very efforts to protect ourselves—and even to love others well—might be the…

What happens when two friends try to bridge the gap between cosmic hope and personal hurt—without losing either?

In this deeply introspective follow-up to Composting Kingdom Soul, Robby and Ernie retu…

What if the key to spiritual renewal lies not in striving, but in composting? In their usual raw and winding dialogue, Robby Butler and Ernest Prabhakar meander through standing desks, soil microbes,…

What if God’s love for you feels both deeply comforting and unbearably demanding? 

In this raw, unscripted spiritual dialogue, Ernie and Robby wrestle with the paradoxes of grace, obedience, and intim…

Are you feeling the burnout of Christian "hustle"? Tired of trying to measure up with spir…

What if the thing you fear most isn’t disobeying God—but losing your current relationship with Him?

In this raw and reflective conversation, Ernie and Robby dive deep into the paradox of obedience tha…

In this episode, we dive deep into the tension between seeking knowledge and seeking connection with Jesus. Robby Butler shares his journey of once hearing God’s voice clearly, then slowly drifting i…

In this episode, we explore a fresh way of dealing with tension—both the kind we wrestle with internally and the kind that shows up in our relationships. Instead of trying to fix others or push our b…

In this intimate, spirit-led conversation, Ernie and Robby reconnect after a season apart to reflect on the quiet work of God…

Tune in for an episode exploring a powerful new concept drawn from the heart of divine reality! We'll delve into Diaphoris: The Ecstatic Agony of Divine Glory.

While classic theology speaks of perich…

Did Christ Die to Cause or Transmit Forgiveness?

Are we misunderstanding the Cross? Many preach that the Father had to be persuaded to forgive us, requiring Christ's death as appeasement for divine wr…

This piece, "Christ the Only True Heresy: Rejecting Unbiblical Separation," presents a radical theological argument that challenges traditional Christian concepts of orthodoxy and heresy. The author …

NotebookLM Prompt:

What spiritual disciplines may help us break our destructive relational patterns faster?

1. Written Covenants
2. Submission (not necessarily to our wives)
3. Journaling

Two Bonus disciplines (not mentioned on the…

• Is "relational connection" more important than "operational effectiveness"?
• Is our real challenge NOT that we prioritize God over people, but work over love?
• Can we demonstrate love without relying on …

How has our left-brained thinking damaged our marriages?

What can Jesus do about it?

Bridging the gap between Intimacy and Impact with Incarnation, aka "procreation"

What is it that truly troubles our heart?
Is this disturbance actually from God, to provoke us to flee religious compliance and carnal indulgence in favor of ecstatic union with the Trinity?

John 14

How do we sustainably enter into God's rest?  Is it by only doing what we see God doing?

Hebrews 4