Constructed Crushes and mini deaths

I have a crush on someone...or is he just one of the few single people around me? As a hopeless romantic who wants to so desperately be in love, sometimes I just construct a crush around a cute guy who's giving me attention. If we have some cute negging banter, his hand touches my hand, he looks at me 3 seconds longer than normal - that's it. I'm in LOVE. kinda. Inevitably though, when the lack of compatibility starts showing up, the end of a crush is well...crushing. Kind of like a mini death. Crushes are so fun, yet, so nauseating. 

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