122 - The Void of Meaninglessness | Ayahuasca & the Dark Night of the Soul

My Ayahuasca path continues and it only reveals itself to be harder and harder with each ceremony and each Shamanic Plant Dieta. In this podcast I discuss the 3 journeys I had last weekend, which were all completed in less than 48 hours. It was an extremely intense weekend & the second ceremony I was thrusted into a void of meaninglessness, haunting loneliness and ultimately denigrated into a pool of nothingness. It was truly the dark night of the soul experience, a deep excavation of shadow parts within me and magnificent truths of the universe. During this podcast riff on realizations that came up as I am integrating this week of the universe and of myself. What is meaninglessness? What is meaning? What's the point of it all? What about the transcendence of meaning, is that possible? I try to answer these questions and more. Thank you for following my path! Much Love, Colleen