Hey everyone, it's Caryn. In this episode, I’m sharing a very personal and powerful update about the legal battle I’ve been navigating—yes, someone actually tried to shut down this podcast with a 273-page motion! I’m also opening up about a deeply emotional meditation I recently had that brought back memories from one of the hardest times in my life—my divorce. But this time, I saw things from a totally new angle, and the insights I gained were intense and, honestly, transformative.
I’m diving into how abuse can show up in different forms, the way some people operate from destruction rather than compassion, and what happens when you choose to rise anyway. This conversation goes deep—into resilience, spiritual self-reflection, and why building your own healing path (rather than following someone else’s blueprint) can be the most empowering thing you’ll ever do. If you’ve ever been in the trenches and wondered how to find your way out, this one is for you.
Episode Highlights:
[0:22] - A surprising update: fighting a court motion to shut down the podcast
[2:04] - A deep meditation unlocks painful memories from the divorce
[3:15] - Exploring the many layers of abuse—mental, emotional, financial, and more
[5:00] - A realization: Was the destruction meant to force dependence?
[6:18] - The moment he saw I wasn’t broken—and why that mattered
[7:45] - Pulling myself out of the darkness and beginning to thrive
[8:33] - Psychology, therapy, and the value of lifelong introspection
[10:02] - Transformation through pain—what healing has looked like for me
[11:10] - Creating my own healing path instead of following the crowd
[12:30] - A reflection on friendships, admiration, and what true support looks like
[13:45] - My mission: being a guiding light for others walking hard paths
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