High, broken, and hearing voices telling him God hadn’t been good to him—he jumped. That was the beginning… not the end.
Ryan B. was once the kind of guy who could make a mess out of miracles. By the time he was 17, he’d been to rehab three times and had a daughter he wasn’t ready to raise. His life, marked by adventure and self-imposed crisis, hit its lowest point at a Widespread Panic concert—where, high on a cocktail of drugs, he jumped off a 50-foot ledge after hearing voices that God had abandoned him.
He survived, but the emotional bottom came later in a hotel room when his own daughter looked him in the eyes and said, “I don’t want to see you until you’ve been sober for 10 years.”
This is a raw, unflinching story about wreckage, redemption, and the miraculous repair that can happen when you finally say, “I’m tired of doing things my way.”
Today, Ryan is a grateful man of action—clean, connected, and deeply committed to recovery. His daughter is now the VP of his company, he’s married to a fellow traveler in the program, and he's a proud dad once again—this time fully present.
🎙️ If you’ve ever doubted that real transformation is possible, Ryan’s story will remind you: it’s never too late to rebuild from rock bottom.
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