139. I’m Not Lonely, I Am Alone & Embracing Failure Daily

8:02pm, March 6th, 2024, Desk, UT

I don’t feel lonely. I feel alone. I am on a path that not many other people around me are on. Which sometimes sucks. I am very happy despite everything i said in this podcast, but that doesn’t erase the fact of being objecrtively alone. I am happy with my life and where it’s going because I know with 100% certainty it won’t all be for nothing. I will be able to look back and see that it was all worth it. More than worth it. Like investing $10 and turning it into $10M. Well. Well. Worth it.

I have been embracing sucking and failing often lately. It’s gotten me more accustomed to ignoring and blocking out the annoying comments others make. And simply getting okay with messing up. It’s okay, it’s how you learn and grow. And I think the more I mess up and make a fool of myself, the more I am shown that it doesn’t matter, no one cares after a while, and others perceptions bother me less and less. It’s liberating. It makes me want to go try more things and mess up to further this uncomfortable comfort.

Die or grow.