Episode 3 - Addicted

I make the biggest mistake of my life. Addiciton overwhelms me and I am no longer able to function as a responsible adult. I am blind to God's love and grace. I believe I know what I doing is good and fun. It's all about ME. No one else matters. Relationships are ruined. I'm almost at rock bottom. Through it all, God is still there. Often, He is carrying me. I have no idea until much later when I look back and I realize He is the ONLY reason I made it through.