What’s my worth in society

I have struggled with this question for years. Not only with figuring out the value that I can provide to society, but the value I have for myself. But, even though you can find blueprints of how to build an atomic bomb online, answers to the question: “How do I fit in with society?” remained elusive, almost non-existent.

The problem wasn’t that no answers to this question were out there though, it was that I did not know where to look.