Still

Here I go again, all the thoughts within, 

circling my head

I can’t seem to win, fighting off this sin, 

finding ways to mend

Even in my praying I am contemplating

All the ways I worry and I fault

What will it take?

What is the cure?

What do I live this misery for?

How will I learn?

How do I heal?

How can I bear the pain that I feel?

God if you’re listening to me

Help me be still

I seem to lose my days in a messed up haze, 

I can take no more

I’m without a sword and without a shield 

in this internal war

Even in believing, I am lost and grieving

Who I was before this took its toll

What will it take?

What is the cure?

What do I live this misery for?

How will I learn?

How do I heal?

How can I bear the pain that I feel?

God if you’re listening to me

Help me be still

I might not be alone but I sure am feeling lonely

How could you love someone like me?

I’m scared of being like this

I’m scared of being trapped in

All of the weaknesses you see

God, I am listening

What will it take?

What is the cure?

What do I live this misery for?

How will I learn?

How do I heal?

How can I bear the pain that I feel?

God if you’re listening to me

Oh are you listening to me?

You’re my only remedy

Help me be still

Help me be still

Help me be still

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