Thursday Thoughts 1.25.2024

When covid appeared and shut down all the venues I was playing, I turned to the world of live-streaming for the ability to perform in front of people. My show at Hook and Flask on Sunday, March 22, 2020 had been canceled due to the lockdowns, so I made the decision to take it online for the first time. I was about 45 pounds heavier than I am now and I was wearing a yellow hat that didn’t quite fit my bulbous head. I was nervous and not sure that anyone would even watch. The computer I used was occupying a lonely, drafty and cold room in my newly empty house. My ex-wife and I had recently separated, and I was really struggling with understanding what I was even doing with my life anymore. And then the pandemic hit. So, with not much to lose, and a burning desire to be heard, I adjusted the lighting, stared into the camera, checked the levels one more time, and started the intro music.