The Mind Bully - 02-21-21 by Sokuzan - SokukoJi.org

When the six sense fields are cooperating with the five skandhas, it creates an illusion so real that we believe it. It’s an astonishing synchronization. The basic difficulty here is the 7th consciousness, the mind bully or paranoid aspect that believes there is someone in control. At some point, the boundary between what feels like meditation and what feels like post-meditation vanishes. You won’t even know if that happens. See the way you keep discriminating, trying to find an access point to what this is about. You don’t need to know the access point. Find out what it is that you do need to know.
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