Seek and Destroy

In this episode Brett and Carson do a deep dive into what it's like to quit daily drinking as Carson chooses to do Sober October.  Recorded 21 days into Carson's first attempt at going a month withou…

In this hard to listen to episode, Carson exposes what it's like to be in the midst of a CPTSD flashback without even knowing it. Heavily triggered by some recent events Carson and Brett discuss whet…

Brett and Carson discuss the challenges of learning to be unapologetically authentic even when it means other people might not like you.  They then move into an exploration around a difficult process…

Brett and Carson discuss the futility of trying to avoid healing as Carson continues to put himself on blast for his over-identification with being a good lover.  Then the tables are turned as they i…

Carson discusses an experience with his partner which has him realizing that his sense of self worth is directly linked to being a good lover.

Brett explains his recent explorations into the nature of existence, vibration and frequency through some recent trials with nitrous oxide. Brett and Carson then draws some parallels between these re…

Brett investigates into how his ego is being given fertile ground for expansion due to being revered as an OG in his local scene which has Carson reflecting on how being a yoga teacher had him in a s…

Carson sends an email to his parents asking them to go to therapy in an effort to begin reconnecting to them and has to address the shame and embarrassment of going back on his decision to excommunic…

We're back! And still alive! On this episode, Brett & Carson catch up on the last few years and talk a bit about living life exactly how you'd like to.