If you never get to a point in life of being tired of being sick and tired you will more than likely keep going through what you've been going through. Change starts with you. I believe as far as human beings go, love should start with loving you first. This is a task many fail and because of it people find themselves in terribly unhealtly relationships. Only you can change your situation. If you're waiting on someone else to make life better for you, you're looking at the wrong person. You have to start with you!
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