What are you holding on for? If a person don't want you, but you want them, you have big issues that you're denying. You're not facing the truth, because you want what you want. If the other person don't want you, let them go! Trying to hold on to someone who don't want you is like trying to pet a rattlesnake, (make no sense and the outcome won't be good).
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