Why can’t I focus?

Since I can remember, I have had trouble focusing. My brain is often completely scattered, and thoughts seem to pop around in my head like little fleas. This inability to focus has caused great pain to those closest to me. In this episode, I reflect on some of those experiences and am grateful for a relatively healthier response to a recent incident.

In the first half of this episode, I share a couple of challenges related to recording this incredibly vulnerable podcast. Aside from the fear of being known for the real me, I have also been afraid to share my journey on the controversial topic of God.

Trigger warning: depression, suicide