Holding On To Pain: Why Self-Forgiveness Matters

The healing power of touch meets the transformative force of forgiveness in this powerful testimony from Pastor Linda Budd of Rivergate Church in Tulsa. Taking scripture at its word when it commands believers to "lay hands on the sick and see them recover," Linda shares how she's pursued a healing anointing that's resulted in countless healings over years of ministry.

What begins as a simple Facebook Marketplace transaction transforms into an unexpected healing encounter when Linda meets Bill, a man suffering from debilitating back pain. Despite his initial skepticism—"I've tried everything else, I guess it wouldn't hurt"—Bill agrees to receive prayer. The partial healing that follows reveals something profound about the spiritual-physical connection: Bill's inability to forgive himself for past actions creates a barrier to his complete restoration.

Through this everyday encounter, Pastor Linda unpacks a powerful theological truth: when we refuse to forgive ourselves, we essentially elevate our judgment above God's grace. "You're making yourself bigger than God when you do that," she explains, "because He died for your forgiveness." Her compassionate yet direct approach challenges listeners to release guilt and shame that may be blocking their own healing journeys. Whether you're struggling with physical ailments or the heavy burden of self-condemnation, this testimony offers hope that healing begins with acceptance of divine forgiveness. Contact Rivergate Church in Tulsa if you'd like Pastor Linda to share her healing ministry at your next event or conference.

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