Isumbong Mo Kay Kute Ep 66 (Josol)

"Is it only me that is crying almost every night for a reason that i hate myself for being not straight? I also lead into asking God "why would you let me get into this body" "You should've make me a female" i know it sounds awful and disgusting but i was suffering, i even don't have anyone to talk to about all of my feelings. I also thinking about committing suicide but ended up nothing. I know not all of you will understand my situation where in, i love both men and women but had a great desire on men. I got 6 girl ex's and as months pass by i ended up regretting my decision for having them. I carried it almost 9 years since grade for within those years i have a lot of male crushes but all of them leads to disappointment. Until now i was still helpless and confuse."