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"They don't get to touch my stuffed toys at all, especially Balu, because it's super special for me and it reminds me of that very little and sparingly few moments when I received an expression of love from my father and I want to hold them dear with in my life. I don't want to let go of those moments. I want to hold those beautiful memories instead of the, the ones where I did not receive those expressions of love."