Kaika — meaning “the earliest buds” — is a gathering place for the first words, the fragile truths, and the stories we’re often afraid to tell. Here I share living transmissions from my own journey — raw, unscripted, heart-led reflections on mistakes, healing, and becoming. Kaika is an invitation to grow with me, to see the sacred in our beginnings and mistakes, and to remember that even the earliest buds carry the promise of bloom.
Every bloom begins with a bud. This opening episode plants the seed of Kaika — a glimpse into its meaning, its beginnings, and the heart behind it.
one would argue that everything we do in our lives is sacred, so why not our mistakes?
the earliest buds of Kaika begin with a story about mistakes — the ones I once saw as evidence of my failure, bu…