Control

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I imagine I’ve done a lot of controlling or manipulating of others during my lifetime to get what I wanted or needed. Even if they were simple controls like what I would eat and serve to other people and also how I managed my children’s lives. Certainly that was my job. 

And I’ve absolutely lost my control during my lifetime, like when I got addicted to drugs and alcohol, and spending all that money. And of course when I strayed. So where’s the balance in all of that? And how does control differ from a manipulative perspective to gaining back balance and maintaining one’s own control of themselves? How did I manage to gain control over my life? I think it’s important to look back and figure out when or how I lost it in the first place. 

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