In this episode, I get honest about my lifelong struggle with friendship—how a deep-seated fear of rejection shaped my habits and how I've grown comfortable in solitude, even when I crave connection. I reflect on the patterns I built from childhood, the barriers I unintentionally create, and the challenge of learning to truly reciprocate in relationships. If you've ever felt like an outsider or struggled to invest in friendships, this one's for you. Let's explore what it takes to step out of our comfort zones and build deeper connections.