# 20 - Looking For Myself Again

The last few weeks i have been feeling incredibly off balance and like total shit until very recently, and slowly feeling in tune with me again, so i got into that. I have been reading a book "A Man and His Symbols" by Carl Jung because i have been interested in the connection between the subconcious and dreams, and how i can connect my dots. My week without social media and how i was losing my mind before that, getting to the edge and being able to balance out, my stand up comedy getting better since not having any distractions, the danger of not allowing yourself to be open to love and things that can hurt you when chasing a dream. Being alone, the future, the idea of having children. Allowing my insane side & my sensitive/soft side to be seen through different mediums, and hoping people can see that we are all screwed up and that's ok.