“If I'm Going to Ask, I Have to Go First (Part 1)”Disclaimer: This early chapter contains strong language. While this show is now rooted in my Christian faith, at the time of this recording, I was still growing in that journey.This was the very first chapter of the show—and it came at one of the lowest points in my life. Just before recording, I broke down harder than I ever had before. But my mom and I decided to press record anyway.If I was going to ask others to come on and share their stories, their struggles, and their faith, I had to be willing to go first. In this raw and honest conversation, I open up about my past, the pain I was walking through at the time, and the deep need for my faith to carry me forward.