The Trauma of False Reality

What happens when your worst childhood nightmare becomes a reality? Can you see through the illusion, the reality of what is real/not real? On the heels of three weekends of epiphanies and enlightenment, amid Colorado mountain beauty and koi pond and pumpkin patch, that is exactly what happened. Fly away with Lobsterbird as she shares her experience in a tender place, an *inverse conscious unconscious creation* in which her worst nightmare serves to heal her worst nightmare.

Your Creative Sparks:

• TIME and SPACE are not as they seem. In fact, they are not even REAL.
• There is a BELL CURVE to HEALING, where CRISIS often precedes FREEDOM.
• When you HEAL, you have to bring up SHADOW. You have to understand the PAIN.
• We can’t SPIRITUALIZE our way out of FEELING what needs to be CLEARED.

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Your Travelogue

• My hope is that what I'm about to share with you helps us look at traumatic things in a whole new way. [2:17]
• Thank you Dragonfly! I have been liberated from a set of shackles or chains that I *maybe* sensed were around me, but I didn't think they were, you know, that big a deal. [9:24]
• “It’s a tricky weave we web here.” Do we cut through the illusion, or do we avoid it? Hashtag paradox alert! [11:11]
• Okay, so it’s September. I am integrating and trying to do nothing. Except...  [17:51]
• Be careful when you make deals with Spirit. They will make a deal back, and they will up the ante. [22:14]
• Tibetan yoga and lucid dreaming - my obsession and frustration and another synchronicity leads me further down the rabbit hole. [28:12]
• I'm feeling even more connected to the quantum field with every step I take, knowing that the ground is not real and neither are my feet. Then this unreal ground gets pulled out from under me. [31:52]
• I go outside and I'm walking around to the pumpkin patch and I'm like, Whoa, wait a second. My truck... [38:39]
• Someone has been in the house. Nothing obvious and valuable has been stolen, but precious, personal mementos are missing… as is my orange bikini. [43:22]
• If you want to debate how your thoughts create your reality, go right ahead, but I know that when I was little, I had this recurring nightmare where I was in this very house that I'm looking at right now from the sacred portal spot. [49:06]
• Let's just say there was something that was rising up in me. [53:57]
• It wasn't like I was like, Ooh, I'm just going to spiritualize this. And like, everything's energy and it's all fine. All of this stuff was coming up, and I was feeling it deeply, and then it moved through me, and I just kept clearing it. [1:00:24]
• I was like Frodo with the ring in the fires of Mordor. I was a hunter to my own fear. [1:03:23]
• I feel better than ever. I feel more confident than ever, especially that I can handle whatever comes my way. Like my new pilgrimage to India! You can join me, If you want to, you know, be able to face whatever circumstances come to you and allow them to be things that help you awaken and self actualize and heal. [1:10:41]

Links and resources:

• Request your free copy of Phase Out: The Secret Guide to Finding Work that Frees Your Soul by Sophia Remolde {Lobsterbird} at PhaseOutBook.com.
• Lobsterbird’s newest book: Level Up: Power Practices for Spiritual Superabundance by Sophia Remolde

Music for this episode was contributed by Daniel Munkus and recorded in the Hudson River Valley at Subtle Soup Studios. For more info, visit: www.subtlesouprecords.com.

Podcast management and creative copy provided by Sonya Louise, founder of Performance Podcasting, and presently practicing Earth Medicine in Vero Beach, Florida.

For Free Energy Alignments from Sophia and to learn more about upcoming Hero’s Way Pilgrimages, visit: lobsterbird.com.

UPCOMING OPPORTUNITIES

The Co-Creation Project is our brand new jam! and we are inviting a small group of like-spirited beings to join.

what the world needs right now are Light Warriors who are willing to go deep—to co-create from the quantum field of all potential and fully embody that energy here on earth. it’s not enough to say we’re spiritual, to spout off wisdom and/or meditate in a void. this world needs us to bring all this energy into a state of complete beingness, compassion, and interconnectedness with life, and see what new earth emerges from that kind of collaboration.

we gotta walk our talk. it takes community willing to do the work together to learn to be together in new ways. we must become attuned to the earth and larger ecosystem—physically, intuitively, emotionally, and analytically—to train and develop this kind of intelligence. 

this is full-on integration and birthing new ways of being. in The Co-Creation Project, we'll come together as a community, to unleash our creative power and tap into a new realm of collective inspired action. the result will be a social action art project that will add fire to all your other endeavors and ignite possibilities for your life that you’ve dreamt of.

this next journey is going to be wild. it will be deeply healing and transformative. it will be the most rewarding work we can do.

want to Co-Create together? we can do it from anywhere on the planet and all you need is an open heart. if you feel those spirit tingles, inquire: [email protected]

we’ll see what it really means to BE together. from there, a new earth will arise.

+++/or: want Lobsterbird to be your personal healer in 2020? what can't we heal together? (hint: nothing.) there’s one 1:1 spot open and it includes a personalized pilgrimage. woot! email for deetz:

[email protected] 

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