Starting to realize that I’m traumatized. This hurts my soul. I wake up at the same time of this traumatizing event for 2days straight now. I wake up in rage, disbelief, scared, and on guard. I’m uncomfortable. I silently cry thinking about it. And to think my birthday is tomorrow (9/13). I feel shitty. Useless. A waste. I feel lost. Like I know I’m going to have to take some serious time to get over this one. My heart hurts. Sincerely, Broken