Seeds of Sorrow–Harvest of Joy

In this heartfelt episode, Sensei Michael Brunner delivers a teisho exploring the transformative power of Zen practice in the face of personal challenges. Sharing openly about his affair and its impact on his family, Sangha, and practice, Sensei illustrates how mistakes are not deviations from the path but integral to it. Guided by Roshi Diane Martin, supported by Hoshi Vanessa, and embraced by the Sangha, this journey through suffering became a profound opportunity for growth and awakening.

Key topics discussed in this episode include:

• Dōgen’s teachings on mistakes: How even a “false step” is part of being-time (uji) and an opportunity for transformation.
• Joshu’s “Wash Your Bowls” koan: The profound simplicity of practice and finding awakening in everyday actions.
• The role of Sangha: How witnessing one another falter strengthens community and deepens practice.
• Facing suffering directly: How moving through, rather than avoiding, challenges reveals the compassionate Way.

This talk also includes reflections on the photos from Sensei’s trip to Paris, highlighting the care of Roshi Diane, the strength of Vanessa, and the resilience of the Sangha. Through this lens, Sensei shares how practice unfolds in all aspects of life, transforming even deep sorrow into joy, compassion, and wisdom.

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