Let's Chat About GARDENING (NEGATIVITY)

Is this a good time to chat about GARDENING? Specifically, what's KILLING my garden? 

I am the gardener of my own growth. The seeds of growth I planted and tend to are wilting. Is it possible I am the one destroying them? 

And...(shudder)...am I alone with this behavior? (Spoiler: I don't think I am...)

"It's me. Hi. I'm the problem, it's me."
Taylor Swift

Shout out to Pump Up the Mind for the theme music: "Bright Horizons"